Journal Entry 5-8-20
Confusion. Everything seems to be confusing now. More specifically confusing on what source of information we can trust. There are videos of COVID being made out to be worse than it really is, and there are videos of COVID being made out to be way less than it really is. I honestly have no idea at this point who is right and who is wrong. I think there are kernels of truth from both sides, but I can't help but think that this is worse than what the media is telling. Still, the fact that China shut down its economy to quarantine is a major reaction.
Anyways, we hit over 4 million reported cases today. About 275,000 dead. Work has been keeping me too busy to keep up on an hourly basis anymore. I've been making really good money and it's great seeing money flowing in every day.
Today I watched a video on 10 requirements for a woman to gain a man's commitment. It's very interesting watching this "red pill" content and being able to translate it to psychological ideas and behaviors. It really makes you realize that humans are just fear reacting animals more often than not. Also, I watched another video saying that not everyone has an "internal dialogue" with themselves. I find this crazy to think that there are people that don't have thought processes in their minds. I think everyone would be better off if we all were able to talk to ourselves and make sense of this chaotic world.
Anyways, I have to go, but things are confusing, money is coming in, and humans are interesting.