Journal Entry 6-18-20
So today I finally got the feeling of the seriousness of the virus coming back. Today the governor reinstated the mandatory wearing of masks while in public. For the past month, people have taken a step back and started thinking the virus isn't a big deal. However, now the amount of cases is going back up again.
It really does feel like there is a lack of trust in society. It seems as if you can't get close to others, and you especially can't meet new people. The official number of cases is now 8.5 million with almost half a million reported dead from the virus. However, it seems that many are not being counted, especially in China obviously.
It also seems that the consensus is it came from a lab. The Wuhan Institute of Virology to be specific. Scientists denying this fact seem to be financially and/or politically motivated. I was watching a new Joe Rogan Podcast with Bret Weinstein and he was very insightful and thorough in explaining how STEM has been corrupted. I think this cemented the importance of the future of WPD I envision.
I work 10 hours a day car detailing but today I realized that's not all I want to be. I realized that with just a little bit more suffering and work, I can begin to build WPD while earning money car detailing. I believe it will help with networking, branding, and learning delegation. It's quite the dichotomy to be uncertain of the future with this pandemic but excited for the future of my life. I'm not sure if I mentioned this but I have a new girlfriend named Norma (ironically the real name of Marilyn Monroe) so I'm also excited about my future with her.
Living live congruently to how you would like others to see you is difficult, however, it's a necessary suffering to be able to live in harmony.